the pain and sorrow you put me through
all i ever did was think about you
oh your so happy...its almost ur turn
ur turn to cry
ur turn to want to die
to be ignored negleted
and beat
bitch this is ur defet
Im sorry that I cant do things right
Im sorry for being the reason why
Sometimes you cry at night.
I'm sorry for not being perfect
I'm sorry I disappoint.
I'm sorry that I'm a pain
And sometimes I miss the point.
I'm sorry I'm not good enough
I'm sorry I let you down.
I'm sorry for my insecurities
I'm sorry for screwing around.
I'm sorry for my moodiness
I'm sorry for my tears.
I'm sorry for my feelings
And I'm sorry for my fears
I'm sorry for you,
And I'm sorry for me
But most of all,
I'm sorry for being sorry.
fucking bitch look wat you've done
you scrued up get the fucking gun
you just a wothless piece of shit
no one wants to be around u
no need to call 4 help
u knw ur just going to kill your self
wat r u waiting 4
hes not cuming back
u dnt diserve him
you wish u wer like them
u with u could make him happy
but your not good enough
u knw its true
hes out of ur life
JUST GET THE FUCKING KNIFE!
I gave you my wrists and the knife
and now I wait for you
to go, cut me twice
but you grabbed me and held me
then cried in my ear
Im so alone are you still here?
Im broken no where to go
wrist gone bloody stained and smeared
Im on my knees make me bleed
wrist held out begging please
cant you stop me
just grab the knife
end it now
while the pain is nice
but you held me
hugged me
and wispered in my ear
never, never i love you dear
As I laid asleep in bed
The thoughts of you ran through my head.
I want you so bad
but you just didn't know.
I kept it to myself so it is sad
The feeling of this just make me mad.
I say things cause i don't know what to do.
I just can't tell you how many times I think about you.
I cry myself to sleep at the end of each and every day.
These tears turn bitter as I weep, hoping to hear you say
That I feel the same exact way.
But you don't,
Or is it that you won't .
This is a new feeling for me.
So let's take a chance and see.
I never fell in love before,
So i wanted to jusmp right in to see what was in store
Now it's too late
Listen:
I speak
They turn away slowly
Why can't they just listen I ask?
Am I really that worthless?
I speak louder
They turn away rolling their eyes
I'm just some annoying girl
Why can't I just go away...
I scream
They get up and leave,
whispering.. "she has problems"
Maybe I will leave.... I wonder...
If only they would listen
Im sorry I did this,
Im sorry I made u cry.
Im sorry I broke your heart,
Im sorry I want to die.
Im sorry I broke a promise,
Two times in a row.
Im sorry I let you down,
In more than one way.
Im sorry I hurt you,
And gave you so much pain.
Why am I rejected?
It seems too happed every day.
Is it the way I look,
The way it talk.
Or could it be the why I walk?
No one wants to hang out with me,
Why am I always left out?
No one can explain,
My pain!!!
When i lay in bed
I think about you.
When im in school
I think about you.
When im with my friends
I think about you.
What can I say your always on my mind
I wish I could just look into your eyes
And tell you, youre a special man in my life
And if anything happened to you
I couldnt go on.
If I had one wish
I would wish for you be happy with who ever
You are with and what you are doing in your life.
No matter what anyone says
you will still always have my heart
the pain and sorrow you put me through
all i ever did was think about you
oh your so happy...its almost ur turn
ur turn to cry
ur turn to want to die
to be ignored negleted
and beat
bitch this is ur defet
Im sorry that I cant do things right
Im sorry for being the reason why
Sometimes you cry at night.
I'm sorry for not being perfect
I'm sorry I disappoint.
I'm sorry that I'm a pain
And sometimes I miss the point.
I'm sorry I'm not good enough
I'm sorry I let you down.
I'm sorry for my insecurities
I'm sorry for screwing around.
I'm sorry for my moodiness
I'm sorry for my tears.
I'm sorry for my feelings
And I'm sorry for my fears
I'm sorry for you,
And I'm sorry for me
But most of all,
I'm sorry for being sorry.
fucking bitch look wat you've done
you scrued up get the fucking gun
you just a wothless piece of shit
no one wants to be around u
no need to call 4 help
u knw ur just going to kill your self
wat r u waiting 4
hes not cuming back
u dnt diserve him
you wish u wer like them
u with u could make him happy
but your not good enough
u knw its true
hes out of ur life
JUST GET THE FUCKING KNIFE!
I gave you my wrists and the knife
and now I wait for you
to go, cut me twice
but you grabbed me and held me
then cried in my ear
Im so alone are you still here?
Im broken no where to go
wrist gone bloody stained and smeared
Im on my knees make me bleed
wrist held out begging please
cant you stop me
just grab the knife
end it now
while the pain is nice
but you held me
hugged me
and wispered in my ear
never, never i love you dear
As I laid asleep in bed
The thoughts of you ran through my head.
I want you so bad
but you just didn't know.
I kept it to myself so it is sad
The feeling of this just make me mad.
I say things cause i don't know what to do.
I just can't tell you how many times I think about you.
I cry myself to sleep at the end of each and every day.
These tears turn bitter as I weep, hoping to hear you say
That I feel the same exact way.
But you don't,
Or is it that you won't .
This is a new feeling for me.
So let's take a chance and see.
I never fell in love before,
So i wanted to jusmp right in to see what was in store
Now it's too late
Listen:
I speak
They turn away slowly
Why can't they just listen I ask?
Am I really that worthless?
I speak louder
They turn away rolling their eyes
I'm just some annoying girl
Why can't I just go away...
I scream
They get up and leave,
whispering.. "she has problems"
Maybe I will leave.... I wonder...
If only they would listen
Im sorry I did this,
Im sorry I made u cry.
Im sorry I broke your heart,
Im sorry I want to die.
Im sorry I broke a promise,
Two times in a row.
Im sorry I let you down,
In more than one way.
Im sorry I hurt you,
And gave you so much pain.
Why am I rejected?
It seems too happed every day.
Is it the way I look,
The way it talk.
Or could it be the why I walk?
No one wants to hang out with me,
Why am I always left out?
No one can explain,
My pain!!!
When i lay in bed
I think about you.
When im in school
I think about you.
When im with my friends
I think about you.
What can I say your always on my mind
I wish I could just look into your eyes
And tell you, youre a special man in my life
And if anything happened to you
I couldnt go on.
If I had one wish
I would wish for you be happy with who ever
You are with and what you are doing in your life.
No matter what anyone says
you will still always have my heart
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