loveing

Ignore my calls, Make my life hell
Each and everyday.
Bring down my self-esteem
Laugh with your friends
watch my smile fade.
Flirt with girls, make me cry
Lie right to my face
Make a promise
Don't come threw
Never apologize for what you do
It was only a matter of time till i got a clue
The perfect guy i loved was never in you
So know you have to deal with the fact
That i am gone for good
The message you kept sending me;
i finally understood
Now you know
No one else will ever give you so much love
You should have always known that
baby i was the only one
From start to finish
i was by your side
i never left
or even tried
For what you did
Theres hell to pay
But i still love you to this day
I agree you threw something good away
But after everything how can i stay?
I do still love you
My heart still aches
And for all this its you i blame
When i see you now
My soul still melts
But I'm no longer the victim
Your the one who has to live with yourself
If in the future,
U ever think of me
Just know im still with you
i always will be
If you decide to come back
And treat me like i know you can
I promise to be there for you
side by side;hand in hand
Baby dont ever doubt it
our love was very true
And never forget my love;
I have always loved you